I am having one of those days where things just don't go so well and then by the end of the day the littlest thing seams like a big deal. It is so hard to accept, because we can't understand, why God has things happen. Through all of these rounds of chemo Jackson has always had to be in the hospital for several weeks to a month at a time. These last two rounds were supposed to be a quick in and then go home...unfortunately Erik and I got our hopes up for that...He has already been there a week and a half and yesterday they gave us the impression that he could go home in a couple of days. Today they told us that they want him to be on antibiotics for 10 days from when they started them before he can go home. So it looks like he is going to be there another week and a half (two weeks longer than planned). I know it might sound silly that we are so disappointed about this...We know that God has a reason and this is what is best for Jackson, but sometimes it is just hard to accept it. We are so weary of this and are trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Please pray for strength and encouragement..Trying to do the best we can in all areas of our lives is proving to be difficult.
Meditating on Psalm 27:14- Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord.